That has been the question addressed to me in the past and present and I'm sure in the future and the answer is one I at times have to remind my self.
What you will get below, is a bit about me, what I do and reason why, and finally .... you have to read it.
This is the reason, one that I have spoken about at a Mothers Club for a Catholic grammar school. On stage when asked. When asked to speak at meetings for paranormal organizations, and when
I have groups to locations.
Those closest to me know, know that it was brought out of me, Amy held my hand one could say and walked me through it. Annette was another major factor in my learning and also I guess I could say, keeping my self in check with learning the trust in Karma, over other possibilities.
Once the crawling became steps, I was able to walk through the door.
See, I was presented a miracle, a miracle that even Medical Doctor Specialist call a miracle. It was my Granddaughter at a very young age, being cured. I offered my life up to my highest power, in exchange for her to be cured, I held her in my arms in the hospital while I did this, for the fact I lived my life and children are innocent to the world around them and the things that may happen to them.
As the doctors said, a Miracle that she was cured followed. Yes I did make trips to the Miracle Childs grave site many of times before and still do today and will take others who desire to go, and pray with them.
The reason I take people to the locations and I have been given the opportunity for my Circle of Energy (it came about as something I was meant to try), is to have people experience the Spirit / Spiritual World, to experience that there is another side, one that does not mean it is made up of just Spirits looking to cause a problem or scare the heck out of people.
It's to show and experience that there is another side, and many of times it's the skeptics who are given the un-questionable results.
The same goes with the readings of items of loved ones who passed away. This came about by one thing leading into another, and the actual first time I did such a reading, it just happened, I did the Palm reading, then the psychometry one on one for a lady at her house. She started talking about her husband
who passed away.
I just right then and there asked her if she had anything of his, and she brought down a shirt, and I out of instinct I went ahead and did my thing, and that day has taken me to where I'm at now.
The nice thing is, I do not use any tools for the readings, sure with the Palm readings I wear a pair of reading glasses, but after that there is nothing other then me, the person sitting across from me, the item of the loved
one who passed away and of course the loved one, to the point I described at my last group of readings, an item that was put in the coffin of a love one before they were buried. And these readings have been done for all present to hear, as there is no doubts on what is and was said.
What I do, is because of the miracle given. What I do is the promise I made to the Spiritual Side for the miracle, to help to give knowledge in what ever way that is possible for me to get it across and that it exists, for those present will know that their is a spiritual side, even if it means spending three to six hours with a group of people at a location(s), and then doing my Circle of Energy. One thing I've always said, is it is within us to know, as we came from the Spiritual side and will one day be returning back to it.
There are those who are natural in knowing that I have come across, they are naturals and in many cases keep it to their selves. Shannon, Amy, Deanne, Mercedes, Jenelle, Pam and Donna, are those I call Strong Naturals, two are very strong but I will keep that between them and my self, they know who they are and one I hope to have participating with me on a regular basis. One other person I came across at our Villisca trip, who is also a strong natural, is Stacey, maybe one day our paths will cross again.
They have been gifted the ability to know and feel for what ever reason. I'm sure like me, they have their reasons and know it deep down inside why. But they assist in letting others experience the Spirit world and one reason I ask them to be part of my Circle of Energy and to my left side. Why my left side?
The only reason I think it is that way, is because it is closest to my energy source, internally I'm told that is the place for them to be at in the circle.
The use of the Circle of Energy is for those present to become like the Medium, to experience the spirits and say what they are experiencing or messages received.
Sure I could take and do it, but then it is not an experience of the Spirit world for those present. I do my thing to bring about the experience for those present, that is what I'm supposed to do and for the reasons explained, be it outdoors in the woods in the day light, or indoors under dimmed lights.
Also another gift, is the fact I'm surrounded by those of different faiths then my own, as I will not judge one as being any better then my own or another. Nor does one have to be all spiritual to be gifted with abilities, to think that, is limiting one self to judging others
and not knowing what is truly inside by just looking at the cover.
Remember not to judge if it is not a harm to you. As one person very close to me told me - the bum in the street who comes up to you and asks for a dollar, may actually be a test for you from a higher power. Those words have always remained in the back of my mind, so if I say I can't help out, I inside
honesty mean it and treat the person with respect.
Finally:
Nor do I judge what ones good times may be
for their selves, as heck who am I to judge or
any one else to judge another, as then it is
taking away ones freedom to be their self,
and I would not want one doing that to me,
nor do I believe that anyone else would want
to have it done to them.
Well that's about it, if you made it this far,
Thank you for doing so, as I was moved to
write this.
Blessings,
Ed Shanahan - The Unexplained World
http://theunexplainedworld.com |
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